Alien from post it notes in window of Computer Science at Birmingham |
A bit later than usual, a mix of catching the earlier train home because I am not quite sure where to find a place to write with the building work at New Street and needing to do something when I go in.
The last two weeks on my blog I have failed to write up about thesis work. That was not
because I was not doing some, when I got the chance I did. It was that rather the work has been unfocused and I know when I am unfocused that I am usually not producing what I need to produce. Now do not get me wrong, my supervisor actually felt what I wrote was not bad, it just was not what I should have been writing. Indeed he felt that I probably should include the central bit of my draft conclusion in another chapter. It just was not conclusion. He has now told me what to put in a conclusion, not what are my findings but what are the tasks I need to do.
At May’s supervision my challenge for the month was to get the methodology into shape and to get to second draft the introduction and conclusion. I think I did the methodology but the introduction and conclusion were still only in first draft. This has added a month onto my time it will take to finish my thesis.
However there was good reason why I was unfocused, and that was that I was distracted. In April I was so absorbed in my thesis I felt as if I was never without working on it in the back of my brain, May I got by because there were plenty of bank holidays and those allowed me to spend enough time on my thesis for it to absorb me. However June has been a lesson in being over committed. What really happened if I am honest is I did not let go of my last chapter and work out what I had to write for the conclusion. Therefore because I was not focused on what I needed to write for my conclusion I just continued to writing the last chapter.
I find that I can not just sit down and start writing, I need to spend a while mulling the ideas around, and generally not producing very much. After a while I seem to enter into the writing and then I find that I can actually produce good work pretty quickly. I need to think through what I am writing and if I do not then I do not produce what is required. This last month I tried to do without that time and I FAILED to produce so basically I am back where I was at the start of June with what I need to do.
The good news is that we worked out a submission date for my thesis. I can therefore start to make plans around how things fit together. I may even book holiday for while it is being read by my examiners. Also my supervisor does not expect substantive revisions of my thesis. It really is about getting thing sorted. The one thing that must not be allowed to happen is for me to enter a state where I am endlessly writing up. That will not do me or anyone else any good.
So despite Birmingham being dry and even having time to sit in the sun, it was my toughest supervision to date.
That sounds familiar, I think I write in a similar way to you (mull over stuff for some time then splurge a bit). I think this is different from my boss's style so I think it makes her a bit anxious!
ReplyDeleteIt's good that you've recognised the less healthy/helpful aspects of constant writing - don't forget to be good to yourself!
What you have just experience is a normal thing. But still you've done a great job in making everything get into shape. It was indeed hard to pull all the good thesis ideas together.I'm pretty sure you would be able to do great on your thesis defense too. Maybe next time you could also share some of the tips in finishing your thesis successfully.
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